Day 4 Early in the day here, but I have accomplished nothing so far and am tempted to watch porn. I can feel the desire to do so along with the emptiness and existential nothingness that I feel. It's not a good combination. Drinking an energy drink so it feels nice. That's literally all I have to look forward in my day is an energy drink. I am just gonna keep reminding myself why I can't look at porn and why I don't want to either.