Thanks Cham.. Actually I've been unable to log on for a long time. I am doing so to write down a particular thought that is critical to make note. All this time I've been angry at myself for not being able to overcome my addiction to porn when I should have been angry with the porn industry, the social culture and norms of liberal society. No longer will I be angry at myself. I see now from the perspective of prey that I have been lured, captivated, and killed.