I never had a girl act bad towards me because of ED, I think there are a lot of girl out there who won't so that's good news for all of us! Never admitted to one of them it's because of porn though Btw To me it seems you have to take a goal, work towards it on your own pace. The fact that you feel you getting better will give you motivation to work even harder and make you feel a lot better. That's why they say it's the journey that counts. It's because it gives you a great feeling when you are getting closer to your goal. You can learn something that can be helpful in a feature job, (books and stuff enough on the internet to download) or learn a trade, find a hobby you want to get better at, or start exercising ( running more and more, or lifting weights...etc). Point being getting rid of porn can't be a goal in it's own. You need to fix your life first and then you can get rid of your porn addiction. Otherwise you will have no motivation to do so. Well that's how I think about it anyway... to each their own Good luck!