Hey Servitude, i came across your story. Its great you have been clean for so long and are doing things to keep improving! I myself am somehow stuck in flatline/withdrawal. In the last 2.5 years i have relapsed a handfull of times and had a bit of sex but had many 5 month hardmode streaks. I have some questions for you if you don't mind! - Did you/do you experience lack of emotions? Numbness, depression social anxiety and so on? - Do you feel like life was somehow better before your addiction? - Did you notice benefits in the initial stage of Nofap? - Do you sometimes get "windows" of good days where you feel benefits? Maybe just a good day once in a while? Im trying to find out if we are in the same boat. Since this flatline i have felt so bad, insane social anxiety and no emotions or energy to connect with other beings. Since my life was somehow better before my addiction and i felt really good benefits in the initial stage before the flatline hit, i have hope on recovering as i have read several 2.5-3 year flatline stories where people start getting good days and snapping out of it.