I have been peeking at videos and pictures. I may have ed as I can't do it without Any visuals. Actually I am not that horny. I may have just used it as a quick fix when I was frustrated and overwhelmed or bored. I will have to play head games with myself to get it up for my wife. She is usually asleep and tired so she is not begging for it. I just love the beauty of the girls, my God, where do they come from.