So for the last two years you've been telling us that your porn withdrawal symptons are worse than drugs, alcohol, and pretty much anything imaginable -- and now caffeine comes along and makes it looks like child's play. Lol. It's probably a combination of things. Caffeine, adrenal fatigue, excessive masturbation, general lethargy, and you just feel like shit. It's OK man. This shit happens. You were broken and now you're healing. Just try to push yourself through the pain. That's all we ask. Make an effort. Meditate. Go for a walk. Apply for a job. Do something. I guarantee you laying in bed, browsing the internet, and telling the world how shitty you feel won't make you feel any better. Applying for a job might not either, but at least it's a baby step towards a better future. That's all you need to do right now. It's not easy, but it's simple. EDIT: Just noticed you quit the forum again. What the hell man.