INTRODUCTION Hi to everyone,I don't expect people will read or comment my journal, I do it because it was the one of the tools I used in my first attempt of reboot. I don't want go into the details,but I managed to abstain from PMO for more than a year,but I relapsed and then again and again and again...after 2 years or more of this apparently neverending cycle, I just want to stop it. Why I want to stop it? Because when I don't fap especially to porn I feel a lot better,my mood improve,my attitude improve,everything improve. I improved even my erection,even if I was not totally recovered. But I managed to pass from not having erections at all even with the injection from the doctor to be able to have sex. But I want the best erection I can have,I want to feel the real pleasure and sense of accomplishment from real sex,I want to be the best I can and I want women happy and satified to have been with me. I got complacent,maybe because I have a girlfriend who want me and want to stay with me even if I have this problems. But now the time is come,the time to make another set of changes in my life. I'm not a totally good person,I have asshole traits and defects. I don't search the perfect moral here. The main reason that drives me here again is the fact I fell in love of another girl and I want to be able to have sex with other girls and I'm scared of my problems.