Day 136 New year! I'm grateful I'm entering it in an in progress state of mind. I've mostly felt nice the past two days.
Day 137 Decent day. Did some tidying up, baking, cooking, and reading. I've been enjoying talking to new people online. A little bit of a slump in the afternoon.
Day 139 Another nice day. Spent time with a friend, cooked a bit, did some yoga. It is really important to keep considering emotions of others and be kind, including to myself.
Day 140 Solid day. I helped a friend with moving, did a little bit of work, baked some more, and had a relaxing evening. I'm a little anxious about going back to full on work mode but it'll be ok.
Day 141 I feel full of colour. Almost restless, like my whole body is in a heightened state. I had a nice day despite it being cold and raining. I am enough, and I deserve happiness.
Day 144 Thanks Rudolf, I have a lot more to figure out but progress is being made. I met an interesting girl and have spent nice time with her. I felt a little bit nauseous today but overall the weekend was nice, albeit emotionally exhausting at times.
Day 145 Standard work day today. Felt ok, a little frustrated in the afternoon. Had a nice relaxing time with my housemate in the evening.
Day 147 Quite a nice sunny day today. Went for a run, did some work, saw a friend afterwards and a friend for dinner. I am enough and I deserve to be happy.
Day 148 Many a meeting today which has been tiring, but it's been nice and sunny again. A little done now but making progress.
Day 150 It's been a really nice say. I can recognise the simple pleasures in life and appreciate every moment. I am enough and I deserve to be happy. I am making progress.
Day 153 A decent last few days. Thanks Krebs! It's not all perfect but I definitely feel better than I did a few months ago. Had a nice run in the cold this morning.
Day 155 An ok day today. I still have insecurities to work through, but meditation, exercise, and consciousness thought work help. I feel much better directing my sexual energy towards real people.
Day 158 Had a really lovely day today spent with friends and people I care about. I feel relaxed, valued, and appreciated. It's a kind of low intensity pleasant state.
Day 160 160 days! Rather a nice number. I had a decent day, I wish I had done a bit more work but it'll be ok. I am making progress, one day at a time.
Day 165 Still making progress. I need to learn when upsetting other people is not my fault and when it is. I also need to understand my own preferences better. But I'm getting happier with where my sexuality is.
Day 183 Time flies! Still here and still making progress. I'm quite busy these days because I have several jobs and I'm seeing several people, but most of the time I am much happier than a few months ago.
