The trajectory of your recovery has been epic. You've written about your struggles eloquently and honestly. Many here have, and will continue to, derive great inspiration and knowledge from your journal. I am just so happy for you MM. It is, indeed, time for you to leave the forum, at least for the most part. The forum has done its job for you and there are many here who carry the torch and can lend a hand where needed. Great message to start the New Year, MM. All the best!