Thank you Rebootian (great handle, by the way!). I'm ready for the next step, and it will take a consistent level of effort. I crashed after 30 days partly because I convinced myself that I deserved it. I didn't consciously tell myself that, because I knew I needed to keep going, but I still saw it as a reward. So, this next time I need to remember how shitty I felt for cashing it in. The short term pleasure never lasts. By definition. Have a great, clean day.