No sex last night (we were both tired), but Friday night was good. As I say above, though, it's time to get off the pharmaceutical assistance (viagra-like substance). In previous posts, I've talked about how easy it is to rely on it, especially if you are still using porn. PIED is VERY real, and it doesn't go away overnight. So now that I'm serious about finally quitting, I can work on lowering my (already low) dosage and just getting off the stuff. On another note, I had a dream within a dream last night in which I was thinking about porn in my dream's dream and thinking I had cheated. So, when I woke up, I realized that old trick my mind plays on me is still there: if what I'm feeling guilty about is in a "dream" I'm having in my actual dream, it somehow dilutes it so that when I wake up I don't feel so guilty. Bottom line is I didn't view porn on my computer, but I flashed on some old scenes in the dream that made me feel uncomfortable. So this old brain is working this abstinence thing out for itself. I just need to keep helping it along.