So yesterday wasn’t great. I relapsed throughout the day maybe 7 times, I’m not sure really it all just sort of blurred together. today I asked my gf to lock the remote in the metal box I bought for this purpose and that has helped - no relapse today yet. iv been productive at work and I am had done house work as well. I feel as though I have not thrown away 5 weeks of being clean. This is lucky because yesterday I was very worried about that. I have just under an hour till my gf gets back from work and I am using this time to model up some stuff in Blender.