So I blocked YouTube on my phone but have you tube on my work pc. I just relapsed. working from home really makes this difficult. I do prefer to be in the office. feeling quite low today. My gf has been off work the last two weeks with stress and anxiety and I haven’t told her I’ve relapsed the last couple weeks because I didn’t want to put more stuff on her while she’s having a hard time. maybe I should tell her... I dunno, just don’t want to make her worse, but maybe she’s sensing I’m down anyway any wondering why... On the bring side my relapse was sparked by a house music DJ set, so really not very suggestive content. I am taking this as a positive because it’s shown I’m healing a bit if that is now what I have relapsed to rather than whole day hardcore binge sessions edging for hours. This time it was over in less than a minute. I know that any form of relapse is related to pixels on a screen or even P related fantasy, but for me there are levels and I know that long binge sessions edging for multiple hours is what seems to cause me the most damage so just trying to take it step by step. I do really want to get clean and not have these relapsed at all. Hopefully tomorrow I will stay completely clean.