My last relapse was on the 19th of September. I am now 4 weeks clean. the first week was bad, then the next two weeks were good, this last week has been pretty hard. I have been getting some major cravings. I feel down and moody and have no libido. yesterday morning I heard something on the radio that really spiked my cravings. Managed to avoid the urge to search for it yesterday. pretty sure that I am having some pretty server withdrawals at the moment as I can feel my brain trying to justify peeking at P but I know this will just lead to a relapse. been having some crazy vivid dreams the last couple of weeks too and the subject matter has not been helping either. mum staying away from my computer which is helping a lot.