I have returned in time for New Years. I had a journal on here two months ago. I made to 21 days, which is my all time record. Then I relapsed to a silly"hypnosis" video, then after that I made it five days, and after that I was struggling a bit, and then after that I just gave up and stopped keeping track altogether and returned to PMOing ten times a week. I've decided to start from scratch. However, some of the habits and benefits I gained during that period stuck - I still get up a 6 am every day and I still write to a "positivity" journal, filled with affirmations and things I am grateful for. (Unfortunately, I sometimes PMO afterwards. Haha.) Recently my PMO sessions have been taking 1 to 2 hours. This is all while my room needs to be cleaned, my book needs to be read, and my friends want to socialize. Sounds like it's time to get my priorities in order. It's up to me. No excuses. No justifications. No slip ups. I can do it. I should do it. I will do it. I have come back to finish what I started. My goal is 30 days, no P, and no MO.