You're doing so well man. I had the same thing this morning you described, the flashback scenes and starting to advance them in your mind. As soon as I started doing this my heart began to race. It was like I was relapsing all over again! Rather than give in to those urges and make it an hours long affair, I jumped out of bed and started working again on a song I've been writing. Holding steady at day 12. Good luck today, with all that driving. Dont let that stress carry over into the night where you mind entertain resetting back to zero. I do that inner monologue a lot where I tell myself "was it really hard to get this far? It's only 2 weeks, you know you can get back there again-" You're correct, it's all lies. The inner struggle of the mind is one of the hardest ive fought, but seeing all of these journals tells us were making the right decision by choosing the high road (no pun intended ). Stay the course!