It is day 5. Things are going extremely well. Not only am I feeling good about pmo but also about life in general, and some self confidence. Basically I have been trying to be less self conscious and to believe that I have just as much right to inhabit spaces as others do. I am tired of hiding and being afraid. Overall I have been excited about reclaiming my life from fear and anxiety, and most of all porn. Whenever I have some urge about a video in the past, I just imagine what I actually look like using. The tired eyes, tons of sweating, the severe chemical bath in the brain. I am boarding a flight now so must go. I will eventually get to responding to some of the great posts here. Also I can share some good resources.