This is the beginning of day 3. Thanks guys for the comments! I will respond soon. I am traveling now but I had no problems last night. I was home alone or in this hotel for the last three nights but watched a lot of mark queppet instead of having any issues. It is quite liberating to be alone but not constantly run to the porn. I attribute this to my current desire to (a) have a better life and (b) be a respectable man. I like a lot of what mark queppet says about not being a man-baby and facing up to your life.