Hey guys, I started my reboot on april 6th. I deleted all porn on my computer and installed K9 protection and I stayed porn free. On the 7th day I masturbated as the pain in my testicles was getting too much. I did not use porn or other visual stimulation. Though I fantasized about having sex with women who I knew from real life (not from the porn world). From Psychology Today: I was really wondering, did I do wrong by fantasizing about real women? Is it really possible to masturbate without fantasizing? Note that the first time that I succesfully masturbated (in other words that I had an orgasm) when I was young was when I was masturbating on porn. Ever since I could only have an orgasm fantasizing about either porn memories or real women. I cannot really imagine that I could masturbate without any fantasy.