Masochism ?

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by Doctormountain, Jul 20, 2015.

  1. Doctormountain

    Doctormountain New Member

    Re: Vanilla

    Btw not to make anyone jealous but my erections are solid as rock, and it can be up to several hours in a day, crazy how this girl pushes my buttons (I told her about the femdom)

    Help ? eheh
  2. vagabond

    vagabond 29 y/o recovering from screen-modulated sexuality

    Re: Vanilla

    Question: in your intimate encounters, are you reenacting your femdom fantasies? You mentioned you told her about femdom.
  3. Queen|s Gambit

    Queen|s Gambit New Member

    Re: Vanilla

    I am wondering how much of my own FD fetish is self-fulfilling due to watching P.
  4. Doctormountain

    Doctormountain New Member

    Re: Vanilla

    My fetish does not bother me as much as before as i proved to myself i was able to go more than 6 months without fapping,
    Still need to be vigilant for triggers by shifting the thoughts as soon as they arrive,
    But overall more confident towards life in general,

    I have made peace with who i am,
    I still miss my exes sometimes but it is only normal,
    I am mostly non attached to the girls i encounter nowadays and flirt and pick up as a fun sport not caring about the outcome,

    Earthlings, the movie gives you perspective about life. Almost spiritually.

    Meditate, Mindfullness, Present moment.

    I respect myself more than ever before and do not accept the crap from others as i used to.

    Sports, regular sleep and good nutrition are important pillars for me as well.

    Surround yourself with people that at least support you in your journey of bettering yourself. Flee jealousy and envy.

    7 virtues against the 7 sins is a battle for life.
  5. Doctormountain

    Doctormountain New Member

    Re: My Journal - Loving yourself unconditionally

    I did tell them in an indirect way, note that unless the woman despises men in general and hates them enough to want to litterally hurt them, this "fetish" would turn off a woman.

    It will indeed turn off a healthy woman that you would want as the mother of your children. (consider this as a bad memory of your past)
  6. Doctormountain

    Doctormountain New Member

    Re: My Journal - Loving yourself unconditionally


    Haven't posted in a while

    Have been having many adventures with girls lately but i feel i pmo more when i am active with girls as well (meaning celibacy 100% makes the whole thing "easier")
  7. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    Good journal, I am "masochist"* as well, we are on the same boat, hopefully we will both recover :)

    *I'm not enjoying pain in the real life, just watched humiliation/pain porn and fantasized about it.
  8. mailboxsam

    mailboxsam Member

    Yo doctor, how are you doing nowadays?
  9. fedmom

    fedmom Member

    There'sa thread in my profile for getting rid of femdom fetish.

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