Re: Vanilla Btw not to make anyone jealous but my erections are solid as rock, and it can be up to several hours in a day, crazy how this girl pushes my buttons (I told her about the femdom) Help ? eheh
Re: Vanilla Question: in your intimate encounters, are you reenacting your femdom fantasies? You mentioned you told her about femdom.
Re: Vanilla I am wondering how much of my own FD fetish is self-fulfilling due to watching P. http://www.yourbrainonporn.com/are-sexual-tastes-immutable http://yourbrainonporn.com/porn-sexual-conditioning-and-adolescent-brain-show-17 http://yourbrainonporn.com/porn-escalation-tolerance-and-morphing-sexual-tastes-show-16
Re: Vanilla My fetish does not bother me as much as before as i proved to myself i was able to go more than 6 months without fapping, Still need to be vigilant for triggers by shifting the thoughts as soon as they arrive, But overall more confident towards life in general, I have made peace with who i am, I still miss my exes sometimes but it is only normal, I am mostly non attached to the girls i encounter nowadays and flirt and pick up as a fun sport not caring about the outcome, Earthlings, the movie gives you perspective about life. Almost spiritually. Meditate, Mindfullness, Present moment. I respect myself more than ever before and do not accept the crap from others as i used to. Sports, regular sleep and good nutrition are important pillars for me as well. Surround yourself with people that at least support you in your journey of bettering yourself. Flee jealousy and envy. 7 virtues against the 7 sins is a battle for life.
Re: My Journal - Loving yourself unconditionally @vagabond I did tell them in an indirect way, note that unless the woman despises men in general and hates them enough to want to litterally hurt them, this "fetish" would turn off a woman. It will indeed turn off a healthy woman that you would want as the mother of your children. (consider this as a bad memory of your past)
Re: My Journal - Loving yourself unconditionally hmm Haven't posted in a while Have been having many adventures with girls lately but i feel i pmo more when i am active with girls as well (meaning celibacy 100% makes the whole thing "easier")
Good journal, I am "masochist"* as well, we are on the same boat, hopefully we will both recover *I'm not enjoying pain in the real life, just watched humiliation/pain porn and fantasized about it.
