I am helping allot at the house and helping the wife. She is confused and she is almost not functioning. She is doing what she has to do and the rest of the day she is laying in bed. Yesterday she went away with a GF having some drinks. She came back tipsy and mad. So we had a little fight. Talked til 3 o clock in the morning/night. I brought the kids to school went to the office. And we talked again thru Whats app. Now I came back early from the office brought the kids home from school and went to the barber. Cooked a meal and so on and so on. She is now laying in bed and sleeping. I am having the urge to watch P now! Just because I wanne “reward” myself of doing everything I can. But I won’t. I am feeling the same when I did my first attempt! I just want to be three months free of P. And if it’s possible M also! I have read that if you fulfill three months it is easyer to make it a lifestyle and it don’t have to make a lot of effort. Also in a lot of telefoons they vast. Some once a week others a whole month. P and M are hard to work on. Because it is in our nature to do it. But also P keeps us men prisoned. I have read about the Chasser effect. Can somebody explain this what it really mains I think I know now. But wanted to be sure. Be strong god bless!