Thank you Saville! I just can’t explain how graitfull I am that you responde so explicit and with a lot of love! It’s like a big brother or a father that is giving me advice! Thank you! Yes I will do this! I think I am going to give her this letter when we are going on vacation to Italy. But don’t know in the beginning or at the end? Or maybe next weekend when she is going for a weekend away with my sister and the daughters? Don’t know yet! FMO Day 3, PMO Day 31: Wow what a day! Things began very heavy! Made breakfast brought the kids to school and the wife was in bed this mourning saying she could not begin the day! Ok I went away and she began messaging again about questions! And again I could not lei and told here everything she asked about! Went home not to work because she was going crazy. At home she had a knife in her hand and she wanted me to sit down. I did not went to a other room and sayd I would call the police! She put the knife away. She went crazy and when she was a bit better/relax we talked again. She is so sad! Our hole life’s up side down! Thinks that I am not that man that she felt in love with! Told her i am! I still am that guy. Ok after a lot of talking. We kissed each other. First in the bathroom, next in the bedroom! And yes we made love to each other. But I was so extremely sensitive! I came in 10 seconds! So I made her come in a different way because I did not want to stop everything and she would be unsatisfeid! Actually i wanted to make love in a special way that she could come and she would feel there is no other lover than me! So what to do now? For the next time? Should i do more FMO? Just to get less sensitive? God bless!