Making The Journey To 40 Days

Discussion in 'Ages 30-39' started by catchingup, Aug 1, 2021.

  1. BoughtWithBlood

    BoughtWithBlood Well-Known Member

    Goku with blue hair is actually from dragonball super. It’s a new supersaiyan form. It has some fun things in the series but not really worth watching imo. The humor was kind of nice but no real epicness and pretty louzy story.

    Goodluck on your streak cathingup! Doing well so far :)
     
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  2. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 16 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    @BoughtWithBlood thanks for that info! I really do want to watch at least a bit of Dragonball Super, I'm a huge DBZ fan! And thank you for the encouragement!!

    Today I saw the most beautiful woman in the whole entire world. It sucks because I'm crazy about her, but it won't matter. There are too many obstacles between us. So, she will go on. I will too :( To make it stranger, there was a chance I would have been able to have lunch with her today had unexpected events not come between us. :(

    But on the PMO front, things have been glorious! I am confident, I am energetic, I am...kind of charismatic. It really shows when I'm around people. I feel strong. I feel good. I would be a disaster had I been fapping these past 16 days. Instead, life unfolded much better just because I didn't fap.
     
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  3. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 17 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    Confidence is up, energy is up. But I'm a little sleepy and focus is a little down because of that. I need to get more sleep tonight.

    I am thankful for these past 17 days. I get to be a person who I would rather be instead of who I normally am.
     
    Last edited: Aug 17, 2021
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  4. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 18 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    Tired today. Did not get enough sleep last night. Energy is STILL up anyways, but sleep would probably help.
     
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  5. BoughtWithBlood

    BoughtWithBlood Well-Known Member

    Aye difficulty sleeping. I often have that as well when going over 2 weeks of abstaining. It will all balance out eventually.

    keep it up :)
     
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  6. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 19 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    This is easily one of the most effective ways to improve one's life.
     
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  7. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 20 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    20 days! 20 days! 20 days!

    So thankful. I am literally a different person.
     
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  8. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 21 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    I think I want to stay this way. Without PMO.
     
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  9. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 22 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    I'm happy. I feel blessed.

    Live and learn.
     
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  10. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 23 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    Still going. Doing OK.

    I want to live better than I did.
     
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  11. Old Tom Bombadil

    Old Tom Bombadil Active Member

    Hey catchingup, Good to see you are still going strong. I am at virtually the same number of days as you and feeling a lot better for it. Hope you are too. All best,
    Old Tom
     
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  12. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 24 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    I didn't get much sleep last night, yet I felt overall OK today. Confidence is back up. Some days are just good days, other days are great days.

    Willpower is responsible for 5% of this streak. Mindset, mental health treatment, and difficult circumstances are 95% responsible for this streak.
     
  13. Rudolf Geyse

    Rudolf Geyse Well-Known Member

    Keep up the great streak!
     
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  14. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 25 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    It's not perfect, but I'm a different man, living in a different world. Not fapping had a large role in this.

    A woman I know today said she wants to keep in touch. That was pleasant.

    Do we live our lives or does life live us? At this time, I believe life lives us.

    Or at best, we simply participate in the dance of life. We don't choose the song, but we can choose to dance to the song of life.
     
  15. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 26 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    Quitting PMO hasn't solved all of my problems, but it sure helps. My life is different for it. I would have been in a far worse place had I been fapping. Instead, I'm in a pretty good spot right now.
     
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  16. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 27 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    What a chapter of my life it has been. 27 days!
     
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  17. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    Relapsed. PMO'd multiple times after day 27.

    I didn't need to. I could have walked away. I could have said no. I regret it.

    I had a lot of free time to myself. And that creeped open the door to relapse.

    I have never been more proud of myself in my whole life than I have been in these past 27 days. I moved mountains. Life was beautiful. But the devil came back in.

    I want to try again, but I need to do something different this time.
     
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  18. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 0 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    I'm beginning again. I know it's a better, easier, happier, and more fulfilling life without PMO.

    I will be working on a new plan to keep away from PMO.
     
    Last edited: Aug 28, 2021
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  19. CleanBootsBaby!

    CleanBootsBaby! Active Member

    Go get it, man! Nice to see you still motivated.
     
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  20. catchingup

    catchingup Active Member

    It has been 5 days since my last PMO or MO or O.

    I've spent a lot of time figuring out why I want to quit PMO.

    Number one: I want to live a better life. I do good things when I am on a good nofap streak that I would not normally do as a PMO addict.

    Number two: I want to break free. I’ve found that this addiction limits my freedom as a human being. I am controlled by lust.

    At the same time, I’m starting to no longer believe in cause and effect…that means I don’t just set an intention like quitting PMO and it therefore happens…rather, events happen on their own, such as me planning to quit PMO, and I have no idea where it is going to go, I’m just here for the ride…
     
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