Well then. I don't know what to say. I'll keep coming back though. It is refreshing to read these comments, feeling support. I screw up relationships all the time. If I'm not dealing with one 'friend' who is acting like a jerk, I'm dealing with another one. People. Can 't live with em, can't live without em. Trying to cultivate patience, so to not write them off so quickly. Going sober. Staying sober. Not acting out. The only way to find clarity is recovery. Glad to be here.