Lo's no pmo journal (Resurrection)

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  1. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Background story started at 14. It was solo, then girl on girl stayed that way. At 14 (19 now) I only watched on weekends. Quickly progressed to a daily deed. By 16 I could not sustain or achieve proper erection without stimulation, I also no longer got aroused by porn unless stimulated manually. Didn't think too much of it.

    Found out I had PED when my ex came from out of town in December 2012 and tried to have sex. She gave me bj's (only had about 60% erection each time and could not sustain without stimulation.) When we went yo have sex I could not get an erection.

    Fast foward some months and I was here 60 days no p (mo'ed on day 45) and relapsed like crazy. I used to wonder how others on this thread were so weak. I became a weakling. No more it ends today dammit! (Well technically it ends today starts tomorrow lol) In my 60 days the only progression was an intense orgasm via dream and a few erections. Most of the time was flatline.

    Since then months have passed and I've been indulging in major p. I can say that my erections now come via mentally granted they aren't that strong or weak. I believe this time I'll see results much quicker based on me getting erections mentally, sometimes spontaneously, even morningwood!! Haven't had MW before that since my last major reboot that ended in june.
     
  2. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Update day 2 (in an hour or so)

    I keep getting random semi erections with the thought of a woman and sex combined. I believe this reboot will progress much quicker than my last one. Feeling very optimistic no urge to watch P ypu can only watch so much until you get bored.

    Question for anyone who has done this reboot process and gained their libido back. Once you reboot fully do you go back to fbe? Very curious to know because at the moment I get 40-60%.
     
  3. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Day 4 8)

    Random semi with no sexual thoughts for the win!! Hopefully this reboot passes quickly!!
     
  4. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Day 9
    Relapsed, I finally had an erection from the thought of p which hasn't occurred in years. (It should be noted that the last stint with no pmo when I relapsed I didn't have an erection.) Gonna reset and go through with it. Gotta make sure this is a onetime thing and not a full on binge.

    It's crazy because I had no urges up until the thought popped into my mind kinda sucks. I think I could have sex in my current state sure not 100% erection but it'd do.

    I'm actually excited about this reboot process. Once I hold out again I know I'll get 100% erections fairly soon. (That or I'm overly optimistic.)

    Well here we go again. A toast to starting over again.
     
  5. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Starting over again and this time I'll keep it up this challenge isn't even hard.
     
  6. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Today is my new day 1 I havent been taking this shit seriously it ends today.
     
  7. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Day 1 (and some hours)

    I just recently woke up with MW. I wasn't fully erect but I was at least partially. My dream wasn't about sex either so hopefully this is a sign that this isn't fir nothing. I'm feeling good and I know I WILL complete this challenge and get my star!!

    On another note has anyone here attempted p e? If so would yoy recommend me doing it during my reboot? I'm interested in adding more girth and mass to my head. Anyone have any exercises that will help me with girth and mass to the head I'd appreciate it. -Lo
     
  8. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Day 4

    One small feat today. I made out with a girl today and gained a slight erection. It wasn't an full on but the fact that it responded is a glimmer of hope.
     
  9. AllAboutThatReel

    AllAboutThatReel New Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Good luck bro :)
     
  10. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Thanks, same to you. I'll keep you all posted!
     
  11. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Fuckkk man... made it a week then crashed. I did this for 60 days at onepoint why is it so difficult to go a smaller amount? I know the results will come should I continue based on the good things I've been experiencing. I have to exert my will power and stop being a coward. I will do this. I will conquer my addiction. I WILL.
     
  12. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Final day 2
    I was at a uni around my way and made out with/ fingered some chick. I can definitely say that my peen (purposely spelled) is def responsive to kissing. I hope this is a good sign. All throughout the session I was getting randomly weak erections that faded quickly. During the times with my ex I never had a response during making out. Pretty encouraging. What was the opposite was me holding back because I'm getting semi erections that are weak and don't last without being stimulated. But the fact that I was a little stimulated is a good sign. -Lo
     
  13. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Final day 5
    I kinda had the urge to watch P but I'm pushing through it. These urges only come late at night I'm guessing that's what my brain was used to? Anyways I'm gonna continue to muscle through this process slowly. I refuse to be in another sexually charged situation only to be subjected to semi's that don't last. Stay strong and continue to fight! -Lo
     
  14. randomname

    randomname Guest

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Stick with it mate hang in there and power through it. Fuck porn kick its ass. If you having trouble sleeping on youtube there are hypnosis sleep tapes that you listen to which can help relax you but watch out its youtube there could be triggers on there and don't use one's with a female voice what ever you do.
     
  15. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

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    Thanks man. I made it 60 days before I'll do it and go beyond it again! You continue on to buddy we all deserve thebenefits.
     
  16. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

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    Day 5 (morning)
    I woke up with slight MW. Quite a good sign, I hope to see more improvements.
     
  17. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Day 6

    Nothing significant happened as of yet. However I did just log onto chrome and delete my archive of p. I am done with that bullshit. It's boring as hell. I mean think about it guys we have our stupid few moments of fun for a feeling that doesn't feel as good as it did when we first started only to feel like shit in the end. Don't you get tired of putting yourself through this same boring process? The answer? Yes, yes you do so break the fucking habit exert the fucking will power and push through. I know if I the guy who used to fap 3-5 times a day went 45 days no pmo 60 days no p anyone can.

    Don't pussy out and say "ohh it's not like I'll be having sex soon. Or ohh, I'm gonna do it when I meet the right girl who motivates me to do it." NO, do it now don't waste time. What if you and your buddies go out and you meet a hot chick tomorrow who's DTF but you Can't Get Erect (see how that rhymed? :D). It's best to start now, even if you don't expect to have sex you should always be prepared with condoms and a working penis.

    What if yoy don't meet this woman who motivates you for two years? Within that timeframe you could've healed up and saved yourself the embarrassment. Start today and commit for life brothers. It takes 21 days to rid yourself of an addiction (you'll still crave though) here's to everone's day 22!
     
  18. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Final day 7

    1 week down 11 more to go!
     
  19. randomname

    randomname Guest

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Good job man keep going remember stay strong and keep your guard up
     
  20. L_T_D313

    L_T_D313 Member

    Re: Lo's no pmo journal (again) -__-

    Thanks bro no doubt. Here's my old journal so you all can see the process play out. http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/index.php?topic=8617.0
     

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