Beginning of day 5. No MW. . I did have a weird sexual dream, though. In it, a female friend, a former student, was physically with me, but her face was photo-shopped on a porn star's body. I'm not sure why now, though she explained it to me in the dream. We ended up having sex, but I couldn't O. When I tried to M to complete, I lost the erection - then I woke up. I've been seeing - incidentally, not intentionally - this former student quite a bit. I've never had romantic or sexual feelings for her, so the dream is weird. I guess dreams often are, but I'm writing it about it now because the PMO link seems pretty explicit (so to speak....). The wife and I fought last night. I'll write more about that later - or, try to. Also, maybe I'm flat lining now? I haven't been tempted to PMO at all in probably a couple of weeks - maybe more. The only reason I'm only at 5 is that I'm counting the triggering movies I was somewhat compulsively watching for the 2-3 weeks before I started the counter. As I wrote above, those movies, though often explicit R-rated films were not P and I didn't M to them. But they were all about a common draw for me in P - infidelity. It's getting late; I'm going to try to get out the door to run so I'm back in time to get my son to school and get ready for work myself - plus try to make up with the wife a little. More soon.