Thinking back of the last half year there has been one thing on my mind that seems "far away" in my life. It's a good career with long-term earning potential. I'm very happy that I have fun work, and when I'm really busy it's making ok money. Enough to live from and some to spare to invest. But reading on the MGTOW reddit for example, I see a lot of successful guys who went the corporate way and ended up making six figures. I guess that US income, which comparably is 1.5-2x a typical income in the Netherlands. It seems so far off my path, the money that is. But a friend of mine is making that money, being self-employed. The ADD traits that I have are in the way, as I need the dopamine fixes on a day to day basis it seems. So making 8 hour workdays during the week for months on end is already a hard to achieve thing for me. I seem to lack the self-discipline required to do that. It seems like I'm not having the amount of working success I could potentially be making. That said, I'm very aware of the things that are going for me right now. As far as women and sex go, absolutely no shortage there. There's still the desire to get with sexier (and maybe younger) women, but as far as the TRP doctrine goes, that's a matter of improving my sex-appeal. I love going to the gym and I'm making results. Meanwhile I have my sexual needs met, and with one relapse a week I'm in a pretty ok state. The Cialis makes my dick work my a superhero, I wonder if it would be possible to completely ditch the stuff eventually. @cjm, I now understand why you were hesitant to stop using it when you were seeing A. I've also been reading a lot on MGTOW, and this also seems to bring things in perspective. I'm very happy to live my life on my terms. I don't think I'd want it any other way.