I'm a little blown away now. Thanks for all the messages people. Really appreciated. @Apeman @Ccman123 @realness @NewStart19 @forlorn @Shady What if the world was more like this forum? When I have told people my struggles in person I've been met with blank dismissal, and vague disapproval. If we were all so encouraging in person, would struggles with addiction be a thing of the past? (On the other hand, maybe you guys should have smacked me around a little more, who knows? ) I was definitely doing better when I was posting here more regularly. For a season I'll try that again.