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Discussion in 'Ages 30-39' started by Rudolf Geyse, Dec 30, 2019.

  1. Rudolf Geyse

    Rudolf Geyse Well-Known Member

    Thanks @Shady, and all, for the support. I'll take the 60 days, you're on. Feeling great so far after a very, very clean 7 days.
     
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  2. Rudolf Geyse

    Rudolf Geyse Well-Known Member

    I don't want to get too graphic and give out any triggers or anything, but my wife and I had a great intimate time last night. A long time coming (for reasons previously mentioned) but worth the wait, I'd say. I've never struggled with full-on PIED, but there have been times before where I was disappointed because I found I had trouble keeping erect in those moments where it counted. Without the P haze, without the guilt of having looked or MO'd a couple days or hours before, I had less trouble. Just a great experience. Far better than what P can offer. Fight the good fight fellas!
     
  3. Rudolf Geyse

    Rudolf Geyse Well-Known Member

    Going great guns at this stage. No issues whatsoever. I really feel like I'm in a different and better headspace. Will have to watch the 20-30 day section - the window in which I most often relapse. I think I should log in and post daily at that point. Also I'm going out of town for a couple days which can either help avoid relapse, or bring on a relapse, in my experience. Will aim for the best and let you know.
     
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  4. Rudolf Geyse

    Rudolf Geyse Well-Known Member

    Aha! First pang of unfocussed horniness, here at day 12. Need to keep an eye on this. I think I gotta watch my media/entertainment intake as well...
     
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  5. Rudolf Geyse

    Rudolf Geyse Well-Known Member

    Staying the course.
     
  6. Rudolf Geyse

    Rudolf Geyse Well-Known Member

    Doing pretty good all in all, but I did let through one FMO. I'm not happy about it. It seems I have this pattern where I get stuck on one F line of thought and kind of obsess about it until I act out on it after a couple of days. My goal has been not to look at anything, and from that aspect it's been the cleanest streak I have had in years: I have done ZERO peeking. But all the research I have done tells me that infrequent MO, and FMO is not healthy when trying to reboot. I'm not going to reset the counter, I'm not about to have a full-blown relapse now, let's see where it goes from here. I'm in an area with no wifi and I can only connect to internet at certain times of the day but I'll come online to journal when I can.

    Thanks for the likes and support brothers.
     
  7. Rudolf Geyse

    Rudolf Geyse Well-Known Member

    19 Days, going strong.
     
  8. Rudolf Geyse

    Rudolf Geyse Well-Known Member

    22 Days, nothing to report! Limited internet access at the moment which helps.
     
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