i be sad. still not over thi girl. these seem to be the feelings that come up. yeah, i guess that's it. it's so hard for me to tell someone i like them. really elementary stuff but i struggle major with it. feel at a crossroads with my friends. leaving behind the old ones that no longer match. an old song i love spoke to me today and i chose it for karaoke tonight: Any major dude with half a heart surely will tell you my friend Any minor world that breaks apart falls together again When the demon is at your door In the morning it won't be there no more Any major dude will tell you I can tell you all I know, the where to go, the what to do You can try to run but you can't hide from what's inside of you - Any Major Dude Will Tell You by Steely Dan.