Hey everybody! I'm a 26 year old guy and I've been watching porn since i was 13. Half my life. Over the years I've really struggled with connecting with real girls and only being aroused by what I saw on a screen. I've never had a girlfriend or done anything remotely sexual. Even kissing. I've felt more connected to the girls I watch on screen than the girls I've met in real life. So much time has been wasted it feels like I almost owe my life to this and should make the most of this beast that now lives within me. I have tried many different things from support groups, counseling, blocking software, etc. but I always came back to it. After so many excuses, I think it's time i try this. When I do have streaks I feel way better but I get thoughts of not wanting to live so I relapse. My longest streaks have been a 4 month, 3 month, and 2 month streak. Here's to getting out of limbo.