Regarding the weed and the alcohol: How important is the high of weed and alchol to you vs. staying abstinent from PMO? For me, it was a very simple equation. This decision doesn't have to be for eternity. I will definitely drink again but not now and maybe even not this year. I know for a fact that I'm going to relapse sooner or later if I continue to drink. So what is more important to you? For me personally, battling and overcoming my PMO addiction is the number 1 priority in my life and I'm doing everything in my power to increase my odds of staying clean and living a healthy lifestyle. Same can be said for staying at home eating junk food and playing video games for hours on end and other unhealthy habits. Everyone has different vices. Wishing you all the best!