I had an account here back in the summer of 2020. I white-knuckled my way through a month of hard mode and was beginning to experience some benefits but got badly triggered and let myself relapse. Another couple months of half-hearted attempts (a week here, four days there) and my self esteem was pretty beaten down. I eventually stopped logging in. I felt embarrassed every time I had to reset my day counter. Here I am again! Some things are different now. I haven't had a drink in two months whereas during my last reboot attempt I was drinking at least a six-pack a day. Also, I've been working out for five weeks! Spring is just around the corner and for the first time in a year I'm feeling some real optimism about the future! Still, there's this fucking addiction to deal with!! Ironically, sobriety and regular exercise have increased my sex drive and since I'm single and living alone, this is not helping to lessen my porn consumption! I am wasting a pathetic amount of time! It's been years since healthy, caring sex was a regular part of my life. When this stupid pandemic loosens it's choke-hold, I'd really love to go on some dates, give intimacy another try, see if I can un-fuck my mental state enough to be a good partner to somebody. This and a million other reasons to finally cut P & M out of my life. March 1st is only two days away. Seems like a perfect time to start a day counter! I'll be looking for an accountability partner (or group) and hitting this hard! All advice is very welcome! Wish me luck!