### Day 13 ### Hi all, I'm a brand new member here. I married and have several children Started (P)MO at around 12/13 years old. I read some motivational posts from recovered guys, and particularly this one: http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/index.php?topic=15558.0 He's right. We should'nt focus on our craves, erections etc... The problem is deeper than that. All these are only consequences. I've been in NoPMO mode since 22nd of january. I had a a real and amazing declic when: 1. I (finally) realized that my erections wasn't as hard they should be. While I'm very excited before intercourse, my penis isn't growing up the way it should... 2. I started PMO even at work. Several times a day rushing into the toilets to PMO via my Wifi / Mobile connexion ... It was too much, so I (finally) realized that I had a serious problem with P watching and M. I feel more excited in front of a XXX Web site than in the real life, even with a very gorgeous woman!!! So I started to read your posts (thank you all for sharing your journals, advices, mood etc), and decided to "simply" forget about Porn. From now I'll use my time in a far better way, learning new things, continuing working out, reading and try to have the more fun I can. Determined!