Day 7 Mixed feelings. I believe that Day 6 is when it starts getting difficult for me, as that was the day that I relapsed on during the previous attempt, and its when I felt my weakest. This was strange because I really wasn't that aroused at all, I have peeked at a few pictures on facebook but nothing even approaching softcore porn. I am rewatching the early seasons of Mad Men, but I make a point of fast forwarding during the sex scenes. Those that I don't, I am just...not that aroused by. I believe that I am currently in the early stages of a flat line. I had urges to masturbate as I mentioned earlier, but the strange part is that there was no real stimulus other than the boredom of laying in bed in the morning on a day I didn't have to get up early. I even started stroking a bit and just...nothing much. It didn't really feel all that good, I had an erection but not a full one and I just generally wasn't into it. This has served to reinforce the notion that masturbation became an almost mechanical act for me, more a habit than a pleasurable activity. Either way I am open to flatlining now that there is no girl to explain it all too, so here is to continuing progress. Now that I have made it through the weekend the rest should be easy.