Yeah, we've all been there. The idea that your curiosity was roused and you just "had to see" this girl is pretty much what led to my relapse as well. I totally felt like I lost control, but didn't care about it in the slightest. This is your first full-blown relapse since you started rebooting, isn't it? What we need to do, it seems to me, is to take our natural inborn inquisitiveness about females ("what's she look like naked?", "I wonder what she tastes like?", etc. etc.) and move it to real women. We need to wean ourselves from the illusion of the screen and move over to flesh and blood.