After a couple of good posts, I wanted to be real check in with the struggle. I have gotten into a routine of getting up in the morning doing something different than my old routine which was PMO every morning to start the day. The time I would normally PMO I now take a few minutes and check in on this website and Mark another day completed on my day counting app. I was cruising along lthis morning and had a really strong urge to MO. I didn’t and I checked in on my app and kind of forced myself to get on with my morning routine go to work. Later this morning I was watching something and there was a beautiful actress on the shelf and before I knew it I had pulled my phone and Google her to see if she’s ever been nude. Of course she had and I’m looking at my phone and thinking what the heck am I doing. I shut the whole thing down, but still have an urge to jump right back in. Kind of crazy how fast and hard it sneaks up on you. Anyway I can make it the rest of the day. I just wanted to put my crap out there to hold myself accountable and not go any further. Feels good to bring it into the light.