Just a hello to all the old veterans out here in this FORUM. Message on this post to tell me h r u?

Discussion in 'Pornography Addiction' started by auzzie_mikey, Dec 28, 2021.

  1. auzzie_mikey

    auzzie_mikey Well-Known Member

    Hey all, just thought i'd post on this forum. I'm an OLD FOLK on this forum. Back in here since 2014. I still remember the GOOD OLD DAYS, im still suffering in this addiction. Currently on day 11. Only way out from this bullshit is to not release and ensure i keep my seed?

    How are old veterans here? Message on this post to tell me hows it going?
  2. kevin22

    kevin22 Member

    Pretty crappy as I'm still unable to overcome this addiction. I was able to stop for a year and six months from 2013 to 2014 but it's been hell since.

    I then started seeing escorts back in 2017 to lose my virginity and discovered that I have bad premature ejaculation. I'm not sure if my PMO addiction is the cause of it but I don't know how to get rid of it. I've tried nofap plenty of times sometimes going months without fapping but it makes my PE even worse.

    So I'm pretty stuck on what to do with my sex life as I don't think I'll ever be in a relationship with a girl or be able have to have enjoyable sex.
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  3. Tea-man

    Tea-man Member

    Aw man, don't need to be reminded that I signed up in 2014... It was pretty active back then. Ideally I wouldn't be logging in even to check up on things but sadly even though I have had times where I was winning I've had a lot of bad times over the years, and right now I have to say is a bit of a bad time, I find myself alone, mid 30s, and still wasting time with this, just because I feel out of control and I just want to feel better somehow... After my fiance left I fell into bad habits, and one of those is wasting my life behind a screen, not just PMO, probably social media is worse, but it's a part of it. I like to think I'm starting to dig out of the hole that I've been in, again, and getting out there, meeting people, and last few weeks I haven't been slipping so much... Just signed in here to spend a bit of time not with PMO... Good to hear from you
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  4. Rengaw

    Rengaw Will log on every other week from 13/10/2016

    Hi OLD FOLK!
    I'been around for about 8 years, yikes. Is that long enough to be old folk?
    I have found that step programs, meetings and peer contact really helped me overcome some barriers...but these forums offer a different philosophy that works wonders, too.

    But man.. love and sex addiction can be a brutal pain in the ass. It's hard to notice how ill my head is sometimes.
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  5. auzzie_mikey

    auzzie_mikey Well-Known Member

    Same as me man. Even I keep falling to pmo. I've relapsed 15 times in 2022. But you know what? I'm on day 4 now. And the only way out and thread in life is to ensure to not giving in and ensuring you keep the vital energy. It ain't easy. But we have to overcome this. And I'm fierce at it this time.
  6. auzzie_mikey

    auzzie_mikey Well-Known Member

    Brother don't worry even I've relapsed and fell 15 times this year and I've realised and come to terms with how shit this pmo and porn is. We need to conquer this and cannot give in. We must conquer this and know that our only way out and survival is to ensure we don't fall to this bullshit. No other way out Boiz.

    Tbh, I know I've lived a perfect life if I don't release. But I've lived a shit life even if I release once more in life.
  7. Dakjev

    Dakjev New Member

    Good Ol’ Auzzie_Mikey! You dont know me, but ive been a veteran “lurker” since 2014/2015, cant remember exactly when, been such a long time. I just decided to make an account today because I saw you again haha. Ive been following ur posts for years bro, you’ve been through a roller coaster of emotions man haha. I remember back in the days with the moderator Underdog, I think that was his name…and this place was way more lively. Im stopped coming here because it started dying, and to see it now man… takes me back, its a shadow of the past now. But you are still here!

    Im 30 years old now. Managed to lose my virginity at age 27 to a 61 year old GILF. Yea, dont ask. Is it a coincidence that grannies were my primary porn preference? Yea porn fcks us up bro, we all know that. I havent had sex since, because its nearly impossible to remain hard with a condom. I have to visualize porn inside my head to remain hard. While at the same time sex is surprisingly exhausting, im not young anymore lol. Its a shame I lost a lot of my youth to porn, but I will never give up. Currently on day 2. Rip Gary Wilson. We will all never give up.
  8. ace1234

    ace1234 A woman simply is, but a man must become.

    I remember you mikey!!

    I'm still struggling too. I feel like things have gotten worse for me over the years. Can't believe it's been so long. Why does time have to fly so fast?
  9. John Smith

    John Smith New Member

    hey guys im an old timer here. i just made an account its been years since i posted on this site on my old acc but decided to check up on whats going on in this forum. sad to see a lot of the same people still struggling. this place also got very inactive compared to the early days.
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  10. cal8333

    cal8333 Member

    been at it since 2011 i think before this forum was around! things certainly got ramped up with high-speed internet and webcams since then, never give up and I find chatting on here helps remind us not to.
    Last edited: Apr 25, 2022
  11. steve2006

    steve2006 No Ragrats

    Old folk checking in. Joined the forum in Summer 2012 after watching Gary speak (RIP) so this summer it will be 10 years fighting this. On day 72 at the moment

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