Thank you Living! Yes, I feel very lost at times, and loneliness gets to me somewhat, but this is a necessary step. I feel I need to step into the darkness first to find my way to the light. Thanks I'm already planning on it. There is a military fitness thing very near me similar to what I did a year back, so am looking forward to getting back into it. Going for the beginner's session next weel. It's a good way to meet folk too local to the area too. Hey man, my music gear needs plenty of wall sockets, that's all! John Prine is keeping me company these days. "When I woke up this morning, things were lookin' bad Seem like total silence was the only friend I had Bowl of oatmeal tried to stare me down... and won And it was twelve o'clock before I realized That I was havin' no fun But fortunately I have the key to escape reality And you may see me tonight with an illegal smile It don't cost very much, but it lasts a long while Won't you please tell the man I didn't kill anyone No I'm just tryin' to have me some fun."