Day 19 I had no sex yesterday. I try to reduce it to a minimum. My girlfriend tries to support me but does not understand - if it would work - why we do not have sex. So she was fed up now and teased me in any way until I could not resist anymore. It was one of the sickest pantyhosesex I ever had. She did things I even did not see in any porn movie . I am afraid about the consequences. My stats: morning wood = 2 sensitivity = 2 erection (not forced; spontaneous) = 2 need for P = 0 need for M = 0 (0 = nothing; 1 = weak; 2 = almost OK; 3 = strong) Day 20 My stats: morning wood = 0 sensitivity = 2 erection (not forced; spontaneous) = 2 need for P = 0 need for M = 1 (0 = nothing; 1 = weak; 2 = almost OK; 3 = strong)
Day 21 Still significantly increased libido. My stats: morning wood = 2 sensitivity = 3 erection (not forced; spontaneous) = 2 need for P = 0 need for M = 2 (0 = nothing; 1 = weak; 2 = almost OK / significantly; 3 = strong)
Day 22 Although yesterday my libido was increased the whole day (like today) sex failed in the night. Still I think my girlfriend is not doing me a favour fulfilling my fantasies. She is not the women to go cold turkey on sex ... My stats: morning wood = 2 sensitivity = 3 erection (not forced; spontaneous) = 2 need for P = 0 need for M = 2 (0 = nothing; 1 = weak; 2 = almost OK / significantly; 3 = strong)
Day 23 Today sex worked. Ups and downs, I still cannot rely on my virility. On the one hand I am happy that it works sometimes and on the other hand I would prefer it would not work at all; in this case you would at least know where you stand. Probably this stadium is only a milestone on my long way back to a normal sex life... My stats: morning wood = 2 sensitivity = 3 erection (not forced; spontaneous) = 3 need for P = 0 need for M = 2 (0 = nothing; 1 = weak; 2 = almost OK / significantly; 3 = strong) Day 24 Now I won't see my girlfriend for the next 4 days. Maybe it is very good for me (and my brain) to take a rest. As I told you my girlfriend is very understanding if it does not work. But she wants to have sex with me as soon as I am able to. And she is not into vanilla sex... My stats: morning wood = 1 sensitivity = 3 erection (not forced; spontaneous) = 3 need for P = 0 need for M = 1 (0 = nothing; 1 = weak; 2 = almost OK / significantly; 3 = strong)
Day 25 Still increased libido. Urge to masturbate significantly increased as well... My stats: morning wood = 0 sensitivity = 3 erection (not forced; spontaneous) = 2 need for P = 1 need for M = 2 (0 = nothing; 1 = weak; 2 = almost OK / significantly; 3 = strong)
Day 26 yesterday evening I received an email of my girlfriend telling me I should look for bodystockings for her. If I find something I like I should order it. Again I saw a lot of women in pantyhose... After surfing half an hour I recognized I got aroused by the pictures. I tried to go on without thinking too much about it. After an hour or so I thought I found enough and stopped surfing. Now I recognzed my libido vanished completely after this hour! Strange, isn't it? Completely absent for the rest of the evening. Today in the morning it was back again... My stats: morning wood = 2 sensitivity = 3 erection (not forced; spontaneous) = 1 need for P = 0 need for M = 2 (0 = nothing; 1 = weak; 2 = almost OK / significantly; 3 = strong)
Hey man, what about actually taking her to the shops to get one. Unlike the net it will be a loving thing to do and there will be no chance to M, well not easilly lol. I've had a bad time of it and fallen from grace so please don't think I'm an expert in any way. I'd love to go to a lingerie shop with my GF. Good luck and enjoy that body stocking
Day 27 @ Prinster, I already took her to some shops but we did not find anything suiting our taste. So she proposed to look in the internet. Maybe it would have been a better idea if she would have done it or at least together. But I overcame the temptation 8). The last few days I recognized that in the morning libido is increased whereas in the evening it decreases. Hm, strange...?! My stats: morning wood = 2 sensitivity = 3 erection (not forced; spontaneous) = 2 need for P = 0 need for M = 2 (0 = nothing; 1 = weak; 2 = almost OK / significantly; 3 = strong)
Some time past since my last visit here. I met my gf on a more regular basis the last week, so there was no time left ;D. Again I had two "flopped" sex attempts. I think it was Thursday last week. On Friday we tried it late afternoon, again I was not able to achieve full erection nor to maintain it. But we had some fun anyway. Afterwards we went out for a meal. In the evening it appeared we had another attempt - successful... All of the attempts since this moment were successful - 3 times (once 2 times in a row). Wow. I think this is some good news. I hope it goes on like this. My stats for day 36 without PM morning wood = 1 sensitivity = 3 erection (not forced; spontaneous) = 1 need for P = 0 need for M = 0 (0 = nothing; 1 = weak; 2 = almost OK / significantly; 3 = strong)
Day 51 Still my erections are unstable. Sometimes sex works, sometimes not. It makes me feel unsure. I am curious how long this uncertainty may last. My stats: morning wood = 2 sensitivity = 3 erection (not forced; spontaneous) = 2 need for P = 0 need for M = 0 (0 = nothing; 1 = weak; 2 = almost OK / significantly; 3 = strong)
