Day 126. Seems as though that shitty burst of sadness only did last a few days! Lyss stayed over last night and my dick decided that it really liked her. At first it seemed like I wasn't going to get hard, but after a few minutes of touching her body I was fully hard and stayed that way the entire time. We fucked again twice in the morning and had good erections both times; no delay in getting hard, either. I suppose just with the nature of this non-linear recovery I should expect it to not be perfect every once in a while. Overall, it seems to be on the right track ^.^ Went to a sick bowling alley/lounge last night. Only had one drink at the bar for the entire night. Entirely sober tonight as well. My after-images seem to be fading down way more as well. When I look at neon lights at the bar I don't see a crystal clear image of it when I look away from it, I kinda don't see any kind of after-image anymore. I hung up an enormous tapestry in my room today of 'The Tree of Life'. I mean this thing is fucking huge. I hung it from the top of my wall and it still is slightly bunched up at the bottom, lol. It really makes a nice atmosphere in my room. Also, it's something with a positive aura, which I like. I tend to drown myself in negativity far too often. Well, I'm drinking some nighttime herbal tea and watching Netflix. I've found some peace and serenity again.