It very well may be that I’m not a conservative. It very well may be. I’m trying to say something else here tho. I do think about what you said about dating. I only have to get it right once. It is true. But having that secret relationship with my screen was just enough to block me from the real world and from that right one. So not even once, was I getting it right. I could say “screw the counter” but I want to give it another 90 days. See where I’m at. See if more will come up. I feel like it will. It’s very interesting you mentioned that. I don’t know if I wrote this before but for a while now I’ve been realizing that when I say something to someone it feels like I’m bullshitting them, even though I’m not. I wonder if it’s nothing but wrong word choice..