Fuckin’ back again.. 2012 is when I begin. 2014 is when I thought I was recovered because I managed to quit jackin’ 2015 is when I quit smoking (4 years clean) 2016 is when I fell into the hole of prostitutes (some sort of a pun intended) 2018 November is when I quit jackin’ (11 months ‘stronaught) 2019 is when I realize the whole time I had quit jackin’ I hadn’t really quit watchin’ Scene. Quitting smoking fades besides it Quitting fapping fades besides it Quitting prostitutes fades besides it Therefore it was never about giving it a break, it was about realizing that the iceberg exists, let alone the unseen part underneath. Root cause of addiction, is whatever we are distracting ourselves from. Im mot hiding from anything anymore. Let us really dig in. Let us solve the problem at its source.