Journal of an 38 yo autistic with severe ED

Discussion in 'Ages 30-39' started by amanwed, May 24, 2023.

  1. amanwed

    amanwed Member

    I have a severe ED. But it wasn't always like that. The first time I masturbate my knees was shaking! I was 19 years old but never had a real sex with real women. When I first masturbate, it was with porn. And I begin to use porn every day with masturbation. Several years later, I develop Erectile Dysfunction. I could not make love with a real woman. My father had organized a sexual encounter with a mature woman and I could not maintain a erection so it didn't work! I never have complete sex with a woman because of my ED!

    I also live with autism. I believe my autism is due to abnormal gut flora. So I want to restore my gut flora with a good diet. So I have two goal. Heal my brain and my ED and change and restore my gut flora for a balanced one.

    Hope me good luck! I will keep this updated.
  2. DBA

    DBA Active Member

    Hi amanwed,

    Sorry to hear about both your ED and autism. The ED should get better with rebooting (eg for 60 or 90 days) and you can always use viagra.

    Are you getting help with your autism? Do you have friends who are also autistic or other friends to support you.

    Stick on this site and read some of the success stories. Also I made a list of suggestions to Burnt Tao which you can find
    if you put Burnt Tao into the search box and read his thread.

    Welcome and all the best.
  3. amanwed

    amanwed Member

    Thank you DBA for your words of encouragement!

    I did not get help with autism because there is not a lot of services here in NB in Canada. But I don't need help to be honest. I have everything I need. One man clean my house every weeks (laundry, dishes and cleaning the house) so that's help. I need to kick myself in the butt and going into diet (low carb) so I could function the best I can.

    I did make in the past a 3 months straight of no Porn, Masturbation or Orgasm. And it did not cure my ED. Probably because a lot of men take way more longer than 3 or 4 months. I heard some need at least 2 years or even more! I give up and I live my life the best I can. Until I make a dream that I met my soulmate but she had to give up on her love she had for me. That make me realize that I have to heal my body and my brain, else, I might meet my second half, I won't be able to keep her close to me if I do not heal.

    Some days I wonder if my coffee consomption need to be remove. Is caffeine bad for a reboot? It's a stimulant after all. I am addicted to it but I will see if I need to remove it or not.

    I am on Cipralex because I have OCD. But I heard that it very bad for sex drive and sexual function. So I will change for Trintellix which do not have this side effect. I will change by beginning of June.

    I decide to stop PMO forever because it's very bad for the brain. And remove triggers of all kind. Hope it will cure my ED!

    I keep this updated.

    PS: I do have friends that very supportive but I don't see them often.
  4. DBA

    DBA Active Member


    No, coffee doesn't make rebooting more difficult. But too much causes anxiety and poor sleep.

    Over ED, yes you need to reboot for 90 days. This works for many here, and if not just use
    viagra or cialis. It is not cheating.

    Be careful moving off the Cipralex on to Trintallix. You have to cut down over weeks or it causes
    a deep depression.

    Both cause sexual side effects, usually delayed orgasm (DE) or an inability to have one. A medication
    I am on for a side effect of severe kidney disease does the same. I have tried MO to find out but
    you will only know if you try it.. But no PMO!

    All the best

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