Reboot – Day 4 Since Relapse – Day 4 Since Last View Porn – Day 4 Post – 1 So, I’m back. And I once again decided to start a new topic. New Reboot, New Page. I don’t know if that’s the way to do this or not, but it’s what I’m doing, sorry. So I had been struggle stay clean for more then 1-2 weeks at a time when the girl I was talking to moved to South Korea. With my best chance for sex gone I gave up, and there is no better way to put it then that. I went on what ended up being a 2 and a half week binge giving in whenever I felt the urge, sometime giving in just for the sake of giving in. It may have been my rock bottom. Other binges were done without knowledge of the pain PMO causes but this one was done with full understanding. But thankfully porn addiction is not drug addiction and going on a binge won’t kill me. It will make being cured harder obviously but here I am. I am devoid of all the optimism that usually accompanies a fresh reboot attempt. I’m not dumb, and I’m not new to this. Just going to try and stay focus living day by day, and try not to obsess over, well anything.