It's a long road from femdom to pimpetry...

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  1. pimpetry

    pimpetry Have more fun!

    Hi. My name is Vincent, and I’m a porn addict.

    TL;DR only femdom turned me on ever since I can remember, I’m disgusted by that, trying to change


    Here is my story (sorry for my grammar mistakes in advance):

    I don’t want to brag but I have to state this before I start to tell my story:

    I’m 23 years old, I’m a pretty cool guy, I’m smart, healthy, handsome and have good social skills. My life should be amazing but it is not. This shit ruins every aspect of my life.

    I’m not only a regular addict, I’m a sick fucking wierdo. Or at least I used to be, because I don't identify myself with that guy anymore.

    I have always been turned on by female dominance, being a teenager I never really fantasized about fucking a girl. I can even recall the first time I ejaculted: I was 12 years old, I was alone at home, playing self-bondage when it happened. I didn’t understand why but it aroused me a lot, so I just did it. Pretty often. So, as far as I know, I have never even considered making love to a girl.

    I grew up in a pretty abusive family, my parents literally hated each other, but didn't divorce. My father has always been kind of a wussy, couldn't handle my mom, they were arguing a lot, if not then there still was this passive aggressive atmosphere which wasn't really enjoyable to be around.

    Being a child I was often thinking about that I shouldn't be alive. If I wasn't born my parents would be happy. I thought I'm like a big mistake, a fuckin failure that shouldn't have happened.

    I think it explains a lot of things, and after reading the book: The brain that changes itself by Norman Doidge, I’m pretty sure my parents fucked up my brain at my early age. My brain couldn’t deal with the emotional pain so transformed it into pleasure. That’s how I developed this paraphilia.

    So, anyway. My teenage years weren’t as dark as it sounds. I was a pretty happy, light hearted and easy going kid. As I said I started to discover my sexuality and found out about femdom which turned me on as hell so I just started to jerk off my dick as often as possible. Luckily when I was a teenager I wasn’t able to speak English yet (thank God) so I couldn’t find that much of a hardcore and sick femdom porn on the internet back then. I only read mild stories in my mother tongue and looked at femdom related pictures.

    Sadly I was really unconscious of what I was doing. I had big big big self-confidence issues that I should have fight against. Since being a child I have always felt that „I’m not enough”. And this femdom bullshit also fed into my self-doubt and made everything worse and worse.

    If that’s not enough: I have always been self-conscious about my penis size. It’s rather small, it's about 5 inch. As I said I was really outgoing and had good social skills so in spite of all of my issues I still had chances to fuck girls. But I couldn’t do it. I just couldn’t.

    When I learned to speak English and got an own computer, with high speed internet and full privacy, everything started to escalate faster. I started to watch sicker and sicker porn.

    At last I wound up watching videos in which girls humiliated me about my penis size. At first it didn’t turn me on at all. But after a while I couldn’t even find anything else that aroused me, only this fucked up shit. I didn’t even understand how was this possible. Like how can I get turned on by this. This is simply against nature. It shouldn’t be possible.

    At this point I was disgusted by myself. Actually I was disgusted by myself a long time before this. I hated myself. I hated that I was turned on by these kind of perverted things. I kept asking myself „Why can’t I just be normal, like everyone else?”

    I tried to escape reality HARD. As a teenager I played PC games all the time (thanks to my brother who is a real pimp I still developed social skills) and after turned 20 I started doing drugs. I used a lot of them. I moved out from home and at our apartment, me and my roommate started to grow weed. My roommate was a hardcore junkie guy, he almost died, had to go to the hospital, got a surgery and the doctors told him that he couldn’t take anything, can’t even drink alcohol anymore cuz it endangers his life. So he said I can smoke all of our weed by myself. After that I was smoking weed for a year. Every day, in big doses. I tried to numb my brain as much as I could. I didn’t want to feel the pain.

    But I had to realize it doesn’t help. It doesn’t solve my problems, not at all, just makes everything worse.

    I wanted to change. I wanted to change my life situation so much. I was really ashamed that I’m 20+ years old and still a virgin.

    Thanks to my English knowledge I started to read self-help books, discovered PUA and bumped into RSD. (If somebody doesn’t know what it is, it’s a dating company, if you have problems with girls you should check it out.) There was this instructor, Tyler whose videos literally changed my life for the better.

    The new knowledge and the weed helped me a lot actually. It shattered a lot of my misbelieves and made me realize that I’m capable of so much more. Helped me a lot with my entitlement issues, I started to believe that there is a spot for me on the bright side of life :D

    I got admitted to my country’s best university, which was fucking awesome, but at this point I was still smoking weed. I was a massive pothead. I knew I had to stop, but I couldn’t. I got stoned and watched porn all day. Every day. I felt miserable.

    At the end of 2011 I knew I had to do something radical. I made a commitment that I’m going to start the new year without weed. I still had tons of it, didn’t know anybody who could buy all of it, but I really wanted to get rid of them all, really wanted it to be gone, so much that I decided to burn it. Lol. I know. It was really stupid, but hey, I felt miserable and wanted to do something about that.

    After I stoped smoking I started to feel great. Started to study hard and do sports consistently. Occasionally went out, tried to game girls and it went surprisingly well. In February there was a 3 day winter camp organized by the university that I attended. On the first night I felt like a god, I thought I’m the coolest guy on the planet and every girl want me. Had a lot of fun. There was a cute girl that I gamed like a pimp, she was really really into me and that night she was already down to fuck. I couldn’t do it. I was like „what if I fail to fuck her properly? she might even laugh at the size of my dick and we don’t even fuck. and after that she tells everybody about it” I really coudn’t do it. So I drank more alcohol. And more, and more. And more. To the point I blacked out. Next day I had a hangover and I was embarassed by that I couldn’t fuck her. But surprisingly she still liked me. We flirted and shit, she was still into me. Her girlfriends though kept asking me why can’t I step the fuck up. They took pressure on me, I became outcome dependent and was all in my head, couldn’t do a thing that day. Pretty funny there was an another redhead cutie that wanted to give me a head but I had to reject her too.

    I went home really depressed. I felt like shit. I mean how emasculating it is. A pretty girl wants to fuck you and you cannot do it. I realized if I didn’t have these confident issues it would be SO fuckin easy to get a girlfriend. Very very easy.

    I was depressed for a while. But then I decided to do something about it. Anything. I started to do penis enlargement excersices. I’m still doing them to this day, it became a habit although I had to realize it won’t solve my problems. The problem is not the size of my cock. The problem is how I think about it.

    Anyways, last summer I found out about no fap but didn’t really care about it. I didn’t think that porn has that much of an effect on me. Why would it? Haha. (how fucking dumb I was)

    But after spending the whole summer jerking my dick to hardcore femdom porn I got to a point where I felt I want to die. I was totally disgusted by myself. I was like „I don’t want to live anymore, it’s just too much. I hate myself too much”. I was lying in my bed in my dark room and cried for hours. The pain was unbearable. I had to give a try to nofap.

    Actually it was really easy at first. I was too much disgusted by the shit I did that relapsing wasn’t even an option. But there was a problem: I still did the penis excersizes and edged every day. At first I didn’t even look at pictures but after a while I decided that looking at hot girls in bikinis shouldn’t do any harm. It was great, I was trying to fantasize about fucking them. At first it felt strange, since I have never done this before. But after a couple of days of forcing it, I got really into it. Since I was edging almost every day, I was horny all the time. At 20 days I even had a sexual dream where I was the dominant one, not the girl. I couldn’t believe the changes. I relapsed. But it was fantastic. The porn I watched didn’t have that much of an affect on me as it had before. Of course I still watched totally fucked up humiliation crap, but during that absolutely ignored what the girl said, I was just thinking about how great it would be to have a girlfriend like her and fuck the shit out of her.

    After that 20 days I had another 20 days. But after that I got back to the old bad habits. Still tried to quit porn, but without any success. At this point though, other aspects of my life was pretty good, my health was excellent (ran 5 times a week) and was the best student of my grade at the university.

    Till we arrive 2013. I decided to step the fuck up this year.

    In January I passed an upper intermediate language exam. Started to meditate every day. Decided to read 4 books every month. In January I read 7 of them. I also had porn-free weeks, but wasn’t perfect.

    In February I tried to step it up even further. I meditated every day, read books, started to run again, and went out to pimp girls every week. This last one was big. It was so great to go out. Pimping was great, girls loved me. Although couldn’t persist with nofap, I failed at it that month.

    But in March I made up my mind and decided to take it seriously. I didn’t look at any porn in March at all. March was almost perfect. I also started to work out 3 times a week and it’s fucking awesome. Should have done it a long ago. The only problem was that I didn’t go out to pimp girls.

    Staying at home for a year, smoking weed and not going anywhere I lost half of my social circle, so to speak. The another half of my social circle (fellow students at university) last year went to study abroad for a year. I have a few cool friends but they live in other cities, and we cannot meet that often.

    So I don’t really have anyone to go out with. I tried to go out alone at the end of March. I did it, but being sober and alone I just couldn’t get myself into the right headspace to approach girls.

    I was too hard on myself, I thought „wow, what a loser I am”. I was pretty depressed after that for a couple of days. And on 31 March I relapsed, PMO’d. I just was in a really low conscious headspace, didn’t realize that the fact that I worked hard this month and that I even tried to go out alone being sober is a success per se. I was moving forward, although I felt like I’m stagnating. I should have trusted the process and don’t try to force it.

    Anyway, after that, last week I kinda binged (not that bad actually) and started to feel worse and worse. Yesterday after I jerked off I was depressed as fuck. I didn’t even feel like to do it, I just did it. My brain tries to get me back to the old habit. I wasn’t even aroused by this sick shit. I mean I became limp during jerking off, haha. I had to look at pictures of regular, normal girls to be able to finish myself off.

    My brain definitely changes for the better. But I have to keep up the habit of not watching porn. I only did a month without it and it felt great. What would happen if I can do it for 3 months? Or a year? I can’t even imagine, lol.

    After spending a lot of time exploring and finding myself and studying how my behaviours and brain works I’m pretty sure I can change myself.

    I don’t think I’m a predestined submissive, actually I don’t think anybody can be submissive by nature at all.. It is just a DEEP DEEP confidence issue.

    It’s like an error in the engine. But it’s fixable. With self-discipline, persistance and power of will. It’s fucking hard, but it’s possible!

    I don’t think I will ever have a „normal life”. My life is going to be either exceptionally good or like a disaster.

    If I can defeat these problems I will be a fucking champion and have a life that most people only dream about.
     
  2. Sexual-healing

    Sexual-healing Face it, to overcome it.

    Very interesting story you have. I hope you'll be able to stay off porn forever now.

    What are your goals this time exactly? And how do you think you are going to achieve them?
    It's really important to have a clear picture about this!

    I wish you the best of luck man.
     
  3. gameover

    gameover Age: 26

    Not getting it up sucks. Been there and most of us here have.

    I think submissive nature comes from self confidence issues.
     
  4. HerrOin

    HerrOin Member

    I have learnt that the road is indeed long and it was a year ago that I discovered that I hade issues with PMO. But it is totally worth it, porn contributes nothing to my life and well-being. It´s like sugar: It tastes really sweet at first, but slowly and gradually every other food starts to taste like shit and then you become fat.

    You do many great things that can make you overcome this addiction. But make sure that you increase your knowledge on a continus basis and that you do little things at the time and find those things that work for you.

    Good luck and stay clean!
     
  5. pimpetry

    pimpetry Have more fun!

    Thanks man!

    Well, I'm sure I can do the 90 days now. This one month period was pretty easy with meditating every day, workout, studying and reading. 90 days is early July, I'm going to attend a 10 days meditation camp that time. I think it's also going to help me. If the next 90 days will be successful, then I will have a great chance to loose my virginity and have an awesome summer this year.

    Nah, I don't have any erection problems, only self-esteem problems. But it's getting better and better.

    That time which I described I couldn't make myself to go to the room with that girl, even though she was all over me and tried to pull me in. I just couldn't do it. But I have already had situations where I was in the bed with the girl who let me touch her anywhere, and she waited for me to make a real move, but I couldn't do it. Lol.

    But that's the past. Next time if I get a chance I will fuck the shit out of the girl.

    Yeah, absolutely agree. Thanks for stopping by!
     
  6. KingCooper

    KingCooper New Member

    Wow I have so much in common with you:
    Rsd, relapsing to porn but finding that my extreme genre wasn't really doing the trick anymore cos my brain had kinda healed so I was watching more vanilla stuff again, trying to build good habits like reading, meditating, going out and approaching (I love daygame).

    Very inspiring first post in your journal.

    Come on man let's do this shit together and defeat porn once-and-for-all!

    :D
     
  7. pimpetry

    pimpetry Have more fun!

    Lately I feel fucking great. I'm reading, studying, meditating, working out and running.
    Doing sports literally every day. I really recommend everyone to try it. It improves your overall mood A LOT!

    Besides this I'm also really pumped up about this business venture that I'm trying to set up at the moment. It's going to be fuckin BIG. Actually I don't really have any other option, I burned the boat, decided to quit university after coming home from studying abroad next year. So no excuses, success is the only option.

    Last week I had a pretty productive week, had some fun and adventure. I want to keep going, do as much as fast I can.

    My brain is changing. It's a very very slow process, but I start to notice that the thought of fucked up femdom shit doesn't turn me on that much. Solution is simple: I must not look at any porn at all. It's going to get better and better.

    On Thursday (it was a great day) I also tried to go out again. Alone and being sober. But it was the same. I couldn't approach. On the way to the club I had two approaches and we had a nice and long conversation, and actually I got into a talkative state but at the club I still couldn't approach. Everybody was drunk, having fun, I felt like I don't belong there.

    I don't think being sober and going out, hitting up girls would be a problem, IF I had friends with me.
    I also don't think pimping girls solo would be a problem IF I drank alcohol.

    But I cannot handle the combination of the two. :D

    Anyway. I don't want to stress about it that much now. I have to concentrete on the business venture, working out and to heal my fucking brain. If I do that right, in summer I will have money, an amazing body and opportunities to go out with friends, have a lot of fun and pimp girls.




    Thanks a lot!!
    To be honest, I was about to relapse before I read your comment. You saved my ass! :D

    Feel free everyone to leave a comment and say hello.
     
  8. pimpetry

    pimpetry Have more fun!

    Bad news: serious leg injury :(

    Today I was kinda depressed because of it. These last 2 months I made such a good progress with excercising and now I won't be able to do anything for weeks or even for months. It's really fucking upsetting.

    But of course it was my own fault. Last two weeks I either worked out or ran every single day. No resting. I wasn't patient enough, wanted to get better too fast. Shouldn't have try to force it.

    It's a slow process. Exactly the same as PMO.

    I have to realize these are life long things. Both nofap and excercising. If I want to be healthy mentally and physically then I have to keep doing them until the day I die. It's that simple.

    By the way today I almost relapsed. I was like a little fuckin bitch, crying and complaining how unfair the life is, being a fucking victim.

    Seriously. I need to get tougher. I need to become rock solid. Because now I'm only a weak pussy. If something bad happens I loose my motivation and power and act like a little girl. It's pathetic. And I hate being a bitch.

    I have to put the pressure on myself. I have to keep pushing myself into situations that are unconfortable. That's the only way to grow, and become stronger and more powerful.


    Anyway, psychically I start to feel better and better. Women's feminity is what turns me on, don't have any submissive feeling at all. (okay, it's not completly true, but I can see serious improvements) My brain rewires itself pretty fast. It feels great. I mean it's scary to even think about what kind of guy I was like 2 years ago. But that's the past. That's not me anymore.

    Alright. Enough with this shit. It's time to become a champion.
     
  9. pimpetry

    pimpetry Have more fun!

    After relapsing a lot last month, now I'm again at a 12 days. It was really hard to start it all over again this time but now I have to say I'm good to go.

    Well not really. Today I had some serious cravings so that I did everything to stop it. (also that's why I'm here writing this :D)

    I would like to say that from now on it's going to be okay. But the truth is it just begins to get harder.

    There are days when I'm over the moon, when I feel like a fucking god, but there are also gloomy days.

    Most of the time I'm very hard worker and don't like to just mess around doing nothing. Actually I hate lazyness. I despise it. I think lazyness ruins a lot of people's life. But now there is only one rule I have to follow: YOU MUST NOT WATCH PORN. Seriously. That's the only rule I have to live by.

    When I'm down and cannot do shit it's okay to watch a movie. It's okay to take a walk while not listening to an audiobook or reading a book. It's okay to drink a beer in the afternoon with my friend (I get drunk pretty easily, even after drinking only one beer, I can't do anything productive, I hate that, haha).

    Yeah I have a work ethic of a maniac. But now that doesn't matter. This shit is an addiction so I have to treat it seriously. I have to make sacrifices if that means I can get rid of this.
     
  10. pimpetry

    pimpetry Have more fun!

    I'm at 16 days right now.

    On Thursday I'm going on a trip with my friends so the following days are going to fly by. That's always a good thing :)

    I was thinking about that I should masturbate once in a while in this reboot process. Just because if I get too horny, I get too much sexual energy built up, it's going to be very hard to resist not to watch porn. So I thought it would be helpful to jack it off once in a while, of course without any porn or fantasy, just concentrating on the feeling.

    BUT. I decided that I won't do that. In the past when I did that, it just made me relapse with porn. I can remember I didn't even feel like to jerk it off, but did it anyway because I thought I "should" do it to avoid relapsing. Actually I relapsed because of it after a couple of days that I masturbated.

    So it's a bad idea.

    If I need to cum, my body can handle it on his own when I'm sleeping. Good luck with that bro, haha.

    I had a wetdream on the 7th day. Right now I'm totally okay so I don't think it would be a good idea to jerk off. It would just create fucking chaser effects and slow down my reset.
     
  11. pimpetry

    pimpetry Have more fun!

    No excuses.

    Really. It's only on you whether you relapse or not. Totally your responsibility.

    Yeah, you can rationalize that particular period you are in is especially hard and it's a natural process that RIGHT NOW dirty fantasies are popping up in your head....... but actually it's all your fault. You could stop it, you could go meditate and then concentrate on doing something useful. So what are you waiting for?

    You have to realize something buddy. The truth is:

    There is no hard period. Every day is the same. There are no easy days.

    It's all on you!

    Choose to be a champion!
     
  12. pimpetry

    pimpetry Have more fun!

    I had two wetdreams these last two days.
    Yesterday I was like "okay, a wetdream whatever, let's keep going", but today: "what the hell! BRAIN, what's wrong with you".
    It's very interesting to observe that after a wetdream (or two in my case..) you are more tired, it feels like your brain is drained, and you get these annoying chaser effects, your brain constantly tries to force you to give in and relapse.

    Yeah, it's hard now. I have constantly stop myself to stop fantasizing. But I'm not going to give up.

    I would rather die than going back to that shit.



    Now I think that. But if I saw something that could trigger the addicted part of my brain then I wouldn't be able to control myself. So I have to be very careful now.

    Need to keep up the higher consciousness in order to maintain the momentum.
     
  13. bikeguy

    bikeguy Member

    I was reading your journal and noticed that we have a lot in common. When I was starting out at the university, I was always getting constant attention from girls and could have had many, but I was always held back by confidence issues. I always get these bad thoughts such as I'm not good looking enough and that I feel guilty because I've had so many chances but never took advantage of them. A lot of the way I acted has to do with the way I was brought up. I was always very sheltered by my parents and my dad was always very controlling over everything I did. Fortunately, I think this will resolve itself for us after a while as we become more mature and come into ourselves. Anyways good job on the 21 days of success!
     
  14. pimpetry

    pimpetry Have more fun!

    Thanks, appreciate your encouragement!

    Don't be guilty about the missed opportunities, doesn't matter what happened in the past. You cannot control that anymore. But you can control what you do NOW. You live in the present. Not in the past, not in the future, NOW. Of course you cannot control everything but you can try to do your best. So choose to do the right thing today, because soon it's going to be your past.
     
  15. TheNewBorn

    TheNewBorn Guest

    Hey pimpetry :)

    Actually read your story and we do have common features.. I am too into femdom and humiliation porn. I always thought it was in my nature: i remember using self pain to masturbate when i was really young(like 11-12) and all the masturbation of my teens was focusing on those kind of fetishes too.. It's terrible, i started questioning this fetishes only lately after i found out i couldn't have sex because of ED...

    I think submissive fetishes come from the childhood somehow.. In my family there was always a certain tension: my mother speaking to me behind the back of my father, telling me what a dick he was. She always told me my grandparents from my father side were bad people that ruined her life, meaning it all the time. How can a boy react to all that? I had contrastant feelings for her: i love her on one side, but because she is my mother. I also hate her for some reasons i can't fully understand. And my father was rarely there for me, so we are not so very close..

    But stopping porn is the way to go.. In 49 days my cravings for femdom have almost gone. Sure, if i fantasize sometimes they pop out, but most of the times they are not there and fantasies about real sex are free to go ;) I think we can change this thing but even if we cannot we can incorporate them in real world: not as a full femdom scene, but by inserting them in the game. An advice i read about this, which is also good if you're not confident with your penis size, is focusing during the intercourse to please your woman with mouth and fingers. Once you're good at it, most girls will not care anymore about the size of your dick..

    Hey, you didn't really post much in the past months, why don't you try to keep us posted more? I think it is easier to reboot that way, but do as you wish :)

    Good luck!
     
  16. pimpetry

    pimpetry Have more fun!

    Hey man, thanks for stopping by!

    Wow wow wow, my family was exactly like that. Literally the same. :D
    I mean I'm not happy about that, but what a coincidence! No wonder we have the same issues...

    Yeah 50 days are amazing! I can't wait to be there already!

    Well I don't know about you, but I don't want to act out these urges. I didn't choose them and they are totally unhealthy, they stem from my low self esteem and prevent me living life to its fullest. I would like to (or at least try to) reach my absolute potetial, live a happy life, since we only live once. And I mean real happiness, not bullshit fake happiness...

    Okay, it might be possible to live happily even if you act out these wierd desires.

    But look. What would be the best way to get there? In your twenties: stop watching this shit and go out interact with as many girls as possible and fuck as many of them as possible. (to master social skills, and to master sexual skills) During this period you should also become financially independent and do sports, eat and live healthily. Also not settling down with any girl, just focus earning as much experience as possible. In your thirties: refine these skills. Since at this time you can easily attract almost any woman and reached abundance with girls, you could start looking for quality girls who are kinky enough to try out things you want. If you creep them out, doesn't matter, you can easily get another one. And since you are very calibrated socially/verbally at this point chanches for finding a girl that you can act out your desires with are very good. If you are that good at pimping, you can find a lot of girls like that. I think if you are so good you actually can do whatever you want. You don't even have to settle down with only one, you can gather them together and make a harem of girls, lol.

    But let's stop fantasizing.

    My point is, if you want to have an amazing life, you MUST stop watching this shit and start taking action in the right direction. Everything is possible but not in the present moment. You need to choose long term happiness over instant gratification.

    Who knows, maybe these sexual behaviours are so strongly ingrained in my brain that it doesn't matter if I don't watch this kind of porn, or not fantasize about it for an entire decade, they are still going to be there. Maybe in a weaker, healthier version, but they are gonna be there, waiting for me to act them out. Maybe I will always be turned on by female dominance. Maybe.

    The key is: maybe. And I would like to at least try to erase it from my brain. Maybe it's possible. Human brain is incredibly plastic, so we have a good chance to succeed.

    But if you want to get rid of this shit you need to replace it with something else. That's the only way it works. To replace it with normal, healthy sex. And teach your brain over the years that these are the neurons for sexual behaviours from now on.

    This is the path I want to follow.
     
  17. TheNewBorn

    TheNewBorn Guest

    Your plan sounds good :) I want to do the same, with the catch i would like girls to really connect, because i feel like that has been missing my whole life.

    The trick is believing our fetishes can go away and to make them go away we have to stay away from them. Our brain will learn to ignore them. It's a trick of our mind, we grew up in a disturbing environnement and our brain developed in a certain way, but if you change the conditions your mind will adapt to the new ones. That's my belief.

    Stay strong my friend, you'll be amazed how much you can do :)
     
  18. pimpetry

    pimpetry Have more fun!

    What the hell. I just woke up. After a wetdream. 3 wetdreams in 4 days. It's fucking annoying.
     
  19. pimpetry

    pimpetry Have more fun!

    I'm REALLY at the edge of relapsing right now.

    Alright. I can do today whatever I want but not to watch porn. I should study today, but this is more important. My recovery from this shit is the absolute priority in my life.

    Weather is horrible today, it's raining outside but I need to go run a few miles. That would boost my energy a bit.
    After coming home and showering I'm going to meditate for a while. At least 30 minutes. If I think I'm okay I can read a book. Or watch a movie. Doesn't matter, whatever I feel like to do.

    The only rule I have to follow today: DO NOT WATCH PORN.
     
  20. midge

    midge Guest

    You can meet your goal today, Pimpetry. Keep your interior weather sunny, stay with your books and your exercise. You'll be glad you did, and your counter shows that you can do this. This is the first time I checked out your journal. You sound like a strong person. Call on that strength today and stay on track. :)
     

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