I am now 30 years old, as of a few months ago (August). I should be posting here. I've also felt like I am in a new era of recovery now. Not that I am doing everything right, or that I am much farther than before, just that it feels different. I put that title there to remind me that I am ultimately in charge of everything that happens in my life. I sometimes get distracted by the current things, and I think that there is something I am working on right now that will start to untangle the mess of my life. I have to untangle that mess. I have to start doing the important things I am ignoring. I have to create a new life for myself, piece by piece.