Is it possible to be free from porn and masterbation

Discussion in 'Ages 40+' started by Zyrock, Nov 4, 2013.

  1. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    No desire to PMO.
     
  2. LTE

    LTE Master Of My Domain

    How are things on the GF front?
     
  3. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    We are doing good. She was on a 24 day weight loss challenge and it not only made her kind of squirrelly but her immune system was weakened and she got sick. So after we talked everything is good. She is at her apt tonight and getting much needed rest. I am in my bed and for the first time in I don't know how long I am going to read my bible before I go to sleep.

    I took care of some errands and shaved and showered. I haven't been to the gym since Monday.

    tues and wed I came home and fell asleep at 6ish and awoke around 9pm and then was wide awake until 3ish. So to tonigt I am going to bed between 9 and 10. Hopefully I sleep all the way through.

    No desire to PMO. just taking things one day at a time. To be honest I don't know how people can do so much in the little bit of time they have off of work. I don't even have anyone else to take care of and I relax and feel busy. I hope all is well with you.

    I do know I don't have a desire to PMO but at one point the thought popped into my head. But I played the thought all the way through.
     
  4. LTE

    LTE Master Of My Domain

    I hope that things go,well for the two of you.
     
  5. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    yeah we are doing ok. No desire to PMO.
     
  6. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    Home sick. And very tired. No desire to PMO.
     
  7. LTE

    LTE Master Of My Domain

    I remember being too sick to M when in my teens. I was relieved when it happened and sorry when I went back to M.
     
  8. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    When I was sick as a teen I remember my mom leaving at 9am and if I was sleeping I would stay asleep until she awoke me around 1pm to see if I wanted lunch. If I was awake when she left I would hurry up and pull out my parents VHS tapes and go on a quick M spree.

    Today. I am just sick. I called off work. And it's going to be a great day today. I slept kind of well last night considering I'm sick. Today I hope I get some rest.

    No desire to PMO.
     
  9. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    slept pretty good this morning. No desire to PMO.
     
  10. LTE

    LTE Master Of My Domain

    Hope you get feeling better.
     
  11. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    Yesterday I told me female lover some things that made me think she was feeling hurt. She didn't tell me so I am not sure what's going on with her. I know she is sick as I am sick too. I'm actually starting to see she is more a pain in my ass than not. Depends I the day. She likes to blame others for stuff that I think she clearly is responsible for. and I call her on her shit.

    Anyway. I'm home sick again and feeling kind of horny. She is sick. The thought was crossing my mind. Well PMO wouldn't be such a bad idea. So far I decided to write here. So. I need to do something. Not PMO. When I write this I have no desire to PMO. It's when the thought pops into my head. I am real close to just writing to her and going off on her. But I decided to write here instead.
     
  12. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    After a bath I feel different. Just lazing here ready for sleep. No desire to PMO. This too shall pass.
     
  13. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    this afternoon I PMO. I don't have any desire to PMO.

    My female friend and I both sick and I found myself calling her on her shit. I stayed home from work yesterday and today. Today I was on line reading some material that was arousing me. With her being sick I would have felt low if I said hey I'm horny and want to fuck. So I decided to PMO. Now I definitely need to make some changes in my life and I hope my Reboot isn't too painful. I would like it to be a one and done. meanwhile I will pray before having sex with her again.
     
  14. LTE

    LTE Master Of My Domain

    Jump back on the wagon.
     
  15. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    Yeah I M twice and no doubt feel like I need to "get clean".
     
  16. LTE

    LTE Master Of My Domain

    You can make it a setback, or let it become a failure. I'd opt for the prior.
     
  17. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    Well I just took a shower. I hope I can wash this behind me.
     
  18. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    Well. Made the decision to PMO. so. Back on the wagon.

    Thanks for the support.
     
  19. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    Well. Going to try and call it an early evening. Last Sunday I stayed up until 2am playing monpoly and got sick. And the. Relapsed on PMO.

    Today has been a PMO nightmare. So lets try a new way tonight. I'm going to try and go to bed early and then take care of myself this week. I haven't been to the gym since last Sunday. I hope tomorrow I can just go to the gym. Maybe I should schedule am appointment with the doctor to get some antibiotics.
     
  20. Zyrock

    Zyrock New Member

    feeling all out of sorts.
     

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