giving up porn, the cam sites, VOD services, and other artificial sexual services. I have paid about 10,000 dollars for porn in just two fucking years alone. I bought the e-book version off Amazon just after relapsing last night and shelling out 140 dollars to a happy cam model who will probably use it to buy drugs or party. His book has merit as he is a former sex addict and a therapist for the fellow sex addict sex sufferers. I'm already excited about my future and he doesn't fuck around in the book. He makes you think and covers every corner you think you could go back into in to relapsing.