I'm back after months

Discussion in 'Ages 30-39' started by Neilk, Sep 8, 2019.

  1. Neilk

    Neilk Member

    Update. Last post of mine was back in early March. I was at 63 or 64 days strong. I don't know what happened well I do know. I saw a picture of the girl from the American Pie movie topless. It was meant to be a innocent search for the actress since she was in a movie I had seen and didn't know it was her. Next thing I know I am fapping away. I blew 64ish days. I felt horrible I went a day or two and my mind wondered and next thing I know is I'm back doing it every night or so. Watching porn and jerking my dick. Wife and I are having issues and trying to reconnect our lost love life. We have recently had sex 3x over the past week or so. My first go went ok. Lasted just a few minutes. 2nd attempt later that night I was raging hard and went 10+ minutes. We had sex Friday night again. I had some difficulty getting firm. And fired off after a few pumps. I am over a week (probably 2 weeks) porn And fap free. I am resetting my counter as today day 0. I am not going to be giving up
     
  2. dark red drifter vessel

    dark red drifter vessel Active Member

    Hey man, also back to the forum after like two or three months and relapsing.

    So I can relate. Welcome back to the both of us, I guess. oo
     
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  3. Neilk

    Neilk Member

    It's horrible how one little thing can cause you to slip back down the rabbit hole. I would have been at 251 days according to the counter. I just wonder how my body would feel at that amount of time
     
  4. Neilk

    Neilk Member

    Lots of urges last night. All yesterday I was extremely horny went to bed and woke up at 2am thinking dirty thoughts and how bad I just wanted release. I held back and feel asleep.
    I started taking some vitamins that I have read help with sexual support and blood vessel dialation. I have only taken those for 2 days. I also bought a sexual support pill Ageless Male Max and took one dose 2 pills yesterday. I have a weekend getaway with the wife and hopefully I won't have a issue getting hard. We are working on re connecting our love and sex life 3 years after having a child.
     

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