I Want to Break Free

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by Anselm, Mar 21, 2012.

  1. Stewie

    Stewie New Member

    I also think hearing the "Is that it?" message is part of the recovering process. I didnt really fully decide to leave P behind forever, until I really got the "you'll never get the rush/comfort/relaxation you're looking for" -message. Instead at least for me, after the relapses I felt worse. Weak, out of breath and somehow beat up. Not good feeling at all...

    Just get back on track and dont worry too much about what has already happened. Instead try to learn from the mistakes. What was the trigger? Can you avoid such situations? Etc.

    Good luck!
  2. Anselm

    Anselm New Member

    Thanks Stewie. I was somewhat pleasantly surprised that watching what I once considered the 'hawtest' stuff ever felt so much 'meh'. So what I was supposed to do? Put on some disbowelment porn? Eff that stuff! I gotta lay it off before it screws up my brain completely.

    There's no stepping back from the path YBOP showed us.

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